What does it mean if youve been through alot of trauma, bullying and victimization in your life and you keep?

the only way you can make it is if you get an education, then get a good job so you can move away from your present conditions. in order to do that, you have to work on yourself. no one else can do it for you. a lot of people have been through what you have been through. you have to just learn how to deal with it. it will probably never go away. but just suck it up. stop living off the system and step up to the plate and hit the ball otu of the park. got to believe in yourself.